Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Voiced some secrets

I finally found my voice and let a dear and wonderful person know the things that had bothered me over the years with regard to someone else and their lies. After seeking guidance, I was told to voice the many trials that I had to hold inside for such a long time. It would relieve me, and allow me to put the past just there in the past.
It was not an easy thing to do, as I don't like to confess to others or sound judgemental. But when it affected my job, health, and friendships, I knew something had to be done.
Not all people are honest, and hold people's personal things high, but I do. When that is breached, it rubs me the wrong way, and leaves a bad taste in my mouth. Some feel that lying and being deceptive are OK, but if you have God in your live, you know that that is not true. God does not want us to lye and be disrespectful to others, so why should someone else feel they can do that to me and others. I had to vent this to a wonderful and dear friend, that this was done to along with me. I have given her a lot to think about, and regret that I kept the secret of what was happening for the sake of another so called friend.
I thank God for the person that has listened to me and advised me to VOICE MY SECRETS as now the truth will set me free.
I know that the person involved will never admit to anything because that is just the way it is. But I know that God wanted me to open up and let the wonderful person that I voiced this to know that reasons for so much.
Thank you God for being with me and please be with my wonderful person who now knows the truth and allow her to learn and grow from this .

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